today

i always keep talkin bout
PEOPLE...
all my life i talked bout them...
i walk a mile alone 2day...deeep within me...i see pain...
that no person i have ever known has wanted 2 c...
in that closed room i cry
all night
and my tears go unnoticed...
maybe am not alone...
i kept tellin myself...
but today i knw...
its just me...
am all alone...
n life s always gonna be like this...
"what do you want me
to do?"
they ask me...
n i dunno what to say...
all i asked was for a little love
for a little affection
for a little space in their lives...
today i can see that one dream i always
had faaaaaaaaaaaaar away from me...
today was probably just not my day...
but each night i console myself
i tell myself that tomorrow
will bring joy...
but i ve waited 18 years now
...am still living in my TODAY...
love
sne